Excerpt From “Being God,” a contemporary YA novel by B. A. Binns

Being God exactSeventeen-year-old Malik Kaplan is the bully of Chicago’s Farrington High School. Malik has a cross to bear, or maybe it’s a Star of David; being the black teenaged son of a Catholic mother and Jewish father frequently makes life confusing. His grandfather, uncle, and older brother all ruled as the BAMFs at Farrington. Only his father is a “forgotten Kaplan,” and seems disinterested in his only surviving son.

Malik is determined to be the worst of the worst and not repeat his father’s mistakes; even if that costs him the people he cares about. At least he can drink. Alcohol keeps him going; alcohol is destroying his life. But he doesn’t see any problem, not even after he finds himself in court, shouldering the blame for someone else’s crime. Suddenly he’s faced with court-ordered community service shepherding an angry ten-year-old who hates the world, an “offer he can’t refuse” from the boy’s gang leader brother, and an opponent he can’t crush: Barney, a fourteen-year-old girl who watched her alcoholic father abuse and murder her mother. She wants nothing to do with any bad boy, especially not one who thinks drinking is the way to forget his sins.

Malik and Barney are forced to work together to help the kid and themselves escape the pull of the gang, and to rediscover the real meaning of family and friendship.


We begin with a run around the block to warm up her muscles. I jog with her, keeping the pace slow when I see her favoring one leg. Her shoulder looks iffy, too. But she has endurance and doesn’t complain.

“Not bad,” I say as we complete the first circuit and start around the block a second time.

“Maybe I can’t press, whatever that is, but I’m not a complete fat-ass.” Anger spills from her voice.

“That’s not what I meant.”

“Most people do.” She shrugs and looks down at the ground. She acts the way Mom did after the fire convinced her she was ugly.

“Head up when you run. And look at a guy when you talk to him.”

She lets out a noisy breath, but lifts her head. “I’m still trying to work on that. Comes with feeling out of place. Life is easier if you’re slim, beautiful, and short.”

“I’m taller than you.”

“And you’re a guy, so it’s all good. I’m the biggest girl in school, except for some members of the girls’ basketball team.”

“Why don’t you join?”

“The coach actually stalks me, but I’m an awful player. My brother tried teaching me, but even he had to give up.” She lifts her hands. “See, both lefties. I never really wanted to play. I just went to games because I liked watching my brother.”

“And Julian.” I’m careful to keep my face blank and my voice smooth. I see the two of them together all the time. Barney and Julian are in the same English class, and they eat lunch together. They walk together in the halls, and her dimples show when she smiles at him.

“Julian, too. He’s my friend.”

I close my mouth to keep from asking what she considers me.

We finish our second circuit. When we reach the entrance again, I take her back inside to the door of the Outlet.

“Are you sure you’re serious enough to keep with this for the long haul?” I ask before I open the door.


“Don’t answer so fast. You have to keep running like this to train your heart. You’ll need weight training, and not just once in a while, or only when you feel like it. You’ll pump iron, run a thousand laps, do pushups, sit-ups, crunches. You’ll punch a bag that feels like a brick wall until your knuckles bleed or your shoulders give out, or both. You’ll take hits and be knocked down and end up hurting worse than you do now. And when you’ve done all that, you still won’t be able to take that guy down, or anyone like him.”

“Why not? When I get training—”

“You’ll know enough to get him mad enough to really kick your ass.”

“Are you such a rotten teacher?”

“Any of the guys in there will tell you the same thing. Why do you think so few girls ever step inside that door?”

“Because of the smell?”

I don’t do the near-naked chest look Ed loves, but I flex my arms to give Barney a good view of my muscles. “Testosterone. We guys get the muscles you never will.” I grab her wrists again. She tries to pull away from me and fails, again. I have to make her understand that she needs to keep clear of the Enforcers. “In the end, a big guy will destroy you, because we’re stronger and we like to win. Boxing lessons won’t change that.”

Her breathing grows faster. Her chest pumps in a way that makes me remember girls do have a secret weapon of their own. A kiss, a touch, hell, even a smile, and estrogen wins.

“Barney…” I release her and step back.

“I have to do something.” Her face is all grim determination. “I don’t intend on being manhandled again. I’m tired of being pushed around by guys. You, my brother—”

“Saint David bosses you around?”

“Everyone bosses me, but I’m going to do this.” She tosses her head and marches inside the Outlet. I surrender and follow her.


D77S0049-3B. A. Binns writes to attract and inspire young male readers with stories of “real boys growing into real men…and the people who love them.” This Chicago native graduated from Hyde Park High School and went on to receive advanced degrees from both Roosevelt and DePaul Universities, and then honed her writing skills at Chicago State University and Harper College. Ms. Binns finds writing a major exercise in self-discipline, and the perfect follow-up to her life as an adoptive parent and cancer survivor. She is a member of RWA (Romance Writers of America), the Chicago Writers Association, SCBWI (Society of Children’s Book Writers and Illustrators), ALAN (Assembly on Literature for Adolescents of NCTE) and YALSA (Young Adult Library Association). Being God is her second novel, the first, Pull, won a National Readers Choice Award, and was named to the YALSA Quick Pick for Reluctant Young Readers and the ALA Best Books for Youth In Detention lists. Pull was also nominated for the 2012-2013 Eliot Rosewater Indiana High School Book Award.

Contact the author via email at: binns@babinns.com
Visit the author at her website http://www.babinns.com or blog – http://barbarabinns.com or via facebook http://facebook.com/allthecolorsoflove

Being God is available at Amazon in paperback http://www.amazon.com/Being-God-B-A-Binns/dp/0988182114 and Kindle http://www.amazon.com/Being-God-ebook/dp/B00B9EWAEK formats


Excerpt from “Judge vs Nuts” by Una Tiers

Fiona Gavelle is a new attorney in Chicago, Illinois.  Her career starts out in a dusty neighborhood office where she does more secretarial than lawyer work.

In one night she is unceremoniously booted from her feckless job, has the last argument with her husband and meets Judge Laslo King for the first and last time.

Take a peek into the probate courts in Daley Center in Chicago. Read about the dancing skeletons. Laugh.


The day of the funeral it was clear, sunny and four degrees. This is average January weather in Chicago. During these cold spells, conversation always includes the wind chill factor which routinely hovers at twenty or thirty degrees below zero.

The funeral consisted of church at the historic St. Somewhere Catholic Church in the west loop, followed by burial.


I don’t like funeral processions because they are inherently dangerous, even though driving through red lights is fun. The custom is also barbaric if you think about it just a little. Participants risk getting cut off from the herd or getting hit by some driver who isn’t paying attention to the divergence of the regular traffic pattern. This ironically could generate more business for the very people who advocate funeral processions, the undertakers. Now and then I worry my evil nature will cause me to turn into a drive through car wash or hamburger place just to see who follows. For this reason, when I am unsupervised, I usually make sure I’m the last car in the procession.

After the forty-five minute drive, with no near death experiences and no comic interludes we arrived at All the Holy Saints cemetery at the city’s west border.

Judge Curie was quiet during the drive allowing me to concentrate on driving. A few times he reached up for the overhead grip and acted as if a train was heading straight for my car. He didn’t seem to like my driving.

At the cemetery, the funeral guy directed the cars to park two across on the narrow (but plowed) roads.

We waited while the pallbearers struggled to maintain their footing, slipping and sliding a little while they carried the coffin from the hearse to the grave.

“What would happen if they dropped him?” I whispered.


Una Tiers (pen name) is an attorney practicing law in Chicago, Illinois. She is an avid reader. After a particularly bad day in court, she wrote a story making the curse of her day the victim. With a smile, additional victims were added as necessary. The result was Judge vs Nuts, a look at murder, corruption and the Chicago judiciary.

Judge vs Nuts is available in ebook. http://www.amazon.com/DP/B007BSD4RU

Website unatiers.com

For the book book trailer, see http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=55XqIbk0VY4

Click here for an interview with: Fiona Gavelle, a Character in “Judge vs Nuts” by Una Tiers

Backstop: A Baseball Love Story in Nine Innings by J. Conrad Guest

Michigan writer J. Conrad Guest scores with his second novel. Backstop: A Baseball Love Story in Nine Innings, from Second Wind Publishing, is told from the perspective of the protagonist known only as Backstop, the nickname he earned during his first year playing catcher for his ability to block pitches in the dirt. You know Backstop. He plays for any team in any city in America with a major league ball club. You cheer him when he delivers, and boo him when he doesn’t. In what could be his last game after 14 years in the major leagues—the seventh game of the World Series—Backstop chronicles his rookie season, takes the reader to Chicago where he finds romance, and reveals the heartbreak he endured in the aftermath of an adulterous affair. 

Guest builds the story around a fictional ballplayer who makes his dream to play in the major leagues come true. Backstop is driven to succeed, to prove himself to his father, who passed away the year before the Tigers drafted him. In his first season in the big leagues, he meets and falls in love with Darlene, a former lawyer turned business owner in Chicago. After a season-long courtship, they wed, and 12 years of happy marriage ensue. However, when the Tigers make the playoffs for the first time in Backstop’s career, he goes out on the town to celebrate with team mates and falls prey to the seductive overtures of a predatory younger woman. Thereafter, his world comes crashing down when Darlene asks for time apart to consider their future together. The following season, Backstop leads the Tigers to the World Series, while trying to win back both Darlene’s trust as well as her heart. 


Fellow Michigan writer and author of Landscape with Fragmented Figures Jeff Vande Zande writes of Backstop: “J. Conrad Guest offers an entertaining and instructive journey into both major league baseball and major league matters of the heart.” 

While Rachael Perry, also a Michigan writer, says, “Baseball, like love, is a game of errors and regrets. Pop-outs, ground-outs, strike-outs. A bad swing, a bad throw, a bad hop. But what captivates us most is the possibility of the next at-bat, of the chance for a rally, of an unlikely clutch play that suddenly changes the stakes. This is where J. Conrad Guest meets us in Backstop: in this beautiful, hopeful place closest to our hearts, where we play for the love of the game, and we love with everything we have.” 

For this, his second published novel, Guest combines his love and knowledge of baseball with romance and the heartbreak of betrayal. Not your typical romance novel, Backstop can perhaps best be described as a literary Bull Durham, sure to appeal to purists of the game as well as those who enjoy a good love story. 


A resident of Northville, Guest is the author of January’s Paradigm, first published in 1998 by Minerva Press. He is working on a new novel, Cobb’s Conscience, a murder mystery written around baseball legend Ty Cobb and the shooting death of his father by his mother. His short fiction, non-fiction and sports writing can be found at a number of Web sites and in print publications. Available for author readings and writer workshops, Guest also provides editorial services. 



Excerpt (Prologue) 

“Baseball is a game where a curve is an optical illusion, a screwball can be a pitch or a person, stealing is legal and you can spit anywhere you like except in the umpire’s eye or on the ball.” — Jim Murray (1919-1998), sportswriter and 1990 Pulitzer Prize winner  

“Life is a ballgame, but you’ve got to play it fair.” — Sister Wynona Carr (The Ballgame) 

“Got a beat-up glove, a homemade bat and a brand-new pair of shoes. You know I think it’s time to give this game a ride. Just to hit the ball and touch ’em all—a moment in the sun. It’s gone and you can tell that one goodbye.” — John Fogarty (Centerfield) 


October 27, 1996, Detroit, Michigan

I’ve played 14 years in the big leagues, 12 behind the plate and, when my knees started to wear, the last two alternating at first base. You know me. I play for any team in any city in America with a major league ball club. You cheer me when I deliver—and I boast my share of late inning theatrics—and boo me when I don’t. The sportswriters in this town have called for me to be traded nearly as often as they come to me for a colorful quote in the aftermath of a tough loss or in the afterglow of a hard-fought win. I don’t think of myself as outspoken, but I say what’s on my mind; sometimes, when something I say makes it into the morning edition, they somehow manage to make me sound erudite. Most of the time I find it amusing. I learned long ago not to pay attention to what the press writes or says about me, for good or bad. This game is filled with ups and downs—no other career or avocation, save for maybe your local television weatherman, forgives failure three out of four times in exchange for that one in four accomplishment in starting or extending a rally, or driving in the winning run—and I’m hard enough on myself without trying to please a prejudiced press or fickle fans.

War is hell. I don’t speak from personal experience, but I imagine when the bullets start to fly and the bombs drop, no kid in a trench fights for his country. Thoughts of honor, glory and duty are replaced by the survival instinct. Baseball is like that, not in the sense that we lay our lives on the line, but we’re a close-knit fraternity, a pretty exclusive membership. We’re driven to excel the result of competition—not only against the opposition, but also with our teammates. I can strike out with a runner in scoring position, but when the next hitter goes out and brings the runner home I’m all grins. That’s part of the beauty of baseball—that a teammate lifts you up when you fall short. Next time it’ll be my turn.

Yogi Berra said that baseball is 90 percent mental and the other half is physical. As a catcher, I love getting inside the heads of unsuspecting batters, especially the young ones. I think nothing of telling a batter a fastball is on the way and then calling for it. Always amazes me the number of batters who can’t catch up to it even when I tell them it’s coming. One rookie was so frustrated he turned around to question my ancestry and then asked me why I’d told him I was calling for a fastball. I only laughed and said, “Did it do you any good?” His next trip to the plate I told him to look for the change and he was so far out in front looking for the heat I nearly fell over laughing. I got so far inside that kid’s head he went oh-fer the weekend. And the Splendid Splinter called pitchers the dumbest sons of bitches he ever saw.

That baseball is a humbling game is an understatement. The mental part of the game comes in letting go of my last at-bat, whether I struck out or hit a homerun. Step into the box thinking mechanics—keep my head down and my hands back—or about my previous at-bat and chances are I’ll head back to the dugout in short order. I work on mechanics during batting practice, and I do my thinking in the dugout, watching what the pitcher throws under certain circumstances; I think about the situation, how many outs, runners on, while I’m on-deck. But once I step in to face the pitcher and I note the defensive alignment, which can tip me off on how they plan to pitch to me, I look for the pitch I want to hit and trust that my mechanics are sound. Of course that can change should I fall behind in the count and I have to shorten my swing to protect the plate as the pitcher expands the strike zone, but the onus is on the pitcher to make me swing at the pitch he wants to throw. Focus on anything other than the pitch I want to hit and more than likely I’ll record an out.

I spent a year in the minors; I hit well enough, for average and with above average power, and caught well and threw out enough runners to earn a good look the following year at spring training. I was fortunate that I had a good preseason, so the team took me north. I worked my ass off to stay in the majors. I might not have Hall of Fame numbers, but I’ve rarely been cheated at the plate. Sure I’ve had my share of oh-fers, but I’ve also accumulated some three-for-fours and four-for-fours along the way, too, and five Gold Gloves to boot. I was voted to the All Star team six times during my prime. I haven’t won a World Series, but this could be the year as I get ready to take the field at home in game seven of the Fall Classic. I’m proud of my career. I’ve played the game the way it was meant to be played, with adolescent joy, and have been paid well for playing this kid’s game I love so much. I’ve put up numbers good enough to have played my entire career for the same team, a rarity in this modern era, and I’m thankful each and every day I take the field, which isn’t as often as it once was, even with the Designated Hitter rule.

But hey, it’s time. I’ve got on my catcher’s gear and I can hear the crowd outside the clubhouse, through the tunnel that leads to the dugout … 

Book launch promo 

Second Wind is having a launch party on January 29 and 30, which will include Backstop. J. Conrad invites readers to submit a personal account, between 200 and 400 words, of their most memorable baseball date. It could be disastrous; it might’ve led to marriage. It can be fictional or factual (fact is sometimes stranger than fiction!). The outcome of the game is really unimportant; what is important is what happens between the couple. In addition to a signed copy of Backstop: A Baseball Love Story in Nine Innings, the winning submission will receive a signed baseball from Backstop himself! 

Please submit your entry to secondwindpublishing@gmail.com. J. Conrad will select a winning entry, which will be announced the following Saturday, February 6.